December 2011
1 post
So painful… I wanna to get myself angry enough to do stuff requiring certain amount of hate. Every time I reach the peak of it, I just die down again and again, recalling how am I similar to being a bastard like the other greens. I’m not able to do it like how easily others do. I’m sick of it. I’m just waiting for time to do finish my pain, agony you call it. Very soon...
Dec 5th