Every time I recalled the bad times of being manipulated like a puppet, it saddens me.
All of us are >, < or = the age, why do you wanna place pain in other people for own benefit?
I give in to you doesn’t mean you can eat me up. So such thing in the world. But I feel painful if I were to give pain back. Feels like I’m the puppet maker I loathe since then. Dilemma indeed. Sometimes about human relationships like friendship, even though is rare in the Green, but I dare to say I give my best to anyone who is trying.
But it sours the relationship when the partner decides to play the bond, and give you pain. I eat the pain as much as I could since I couldn’t bear to give it back.
I want to be decisive but kinda haunts me being that cruel maker of pain.