1. 2 years ago 

   Cherry red moon.

   Last night, I was wondering why my sister was not in her room. I asked my mother about it then she told me she went to malaysia with her poly friend whom she knew few months. I was flaring with fire. That’s dangerous and how can she go there alone? At the very least, I should accompany her.

   My mother and my sister worked hand in hand knowing I would have such a reaction. That is what made me even more fury than ever.

   If anything were to happen to her, I…

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   Walking down the path to school for filming, saw a magnificent view of the moon around 2 in the afternoon. Breathtaking indeed.

   After filming ended, even though I applied adequate sun lotion on myself, seems ineffective. Well, few hours later in the day I shall see what happens…

   Ate at mega food mall in causeway point with the wushu people. Slowly, most of them went off and let me, bl, ace talking to each other.

   Bl started off talking about J and what is ace gonna do about it.

   Well, for me I told him to give up since she ain’t giving any status to him. Well, pespective differs for me and him.

   Ain’t first time saying about this matter to him either.

   Went for a haircut, Ken wanted to give me something special. A haircut that I had to wait for a month to have the sides looking different.

   I rushed off later, meeting my cousin for a gym session at JE complex. I practically rushed every station since I had only 45 mins left. Later on, went off with him to the food court opposite, and ate our dinner.

   Only after eating finish, I realized fenni and her family was dining just next to us. Didn’t say hi cause I knew I gonna leave a bad impression to them.

   Walk on the roads, remembering how I jogged the path from Je to Boon lay. Not nice, but the dream from the past aroused a smile within me. Magical I shall say.

   Suggested my cousin to walk around IMM since we got nothing to busy in hand. Walk around and realize my burns were really serious. Oh well, I hope peeling starts after wednesday.

   On the way about home, my cousin met his friend working in Sony. He went to have a casual talk and I situated myself opposite DBS waiting.

   I saw this malay girl around twenties, suffering from down syndrome.

   I don’t know why, always feel helpless and wonder how she’s feeling. She’s feeling curious about everything, like a child. Innocent and pure she is, but not sure what the illness gonna bring her hell.

   If I’m her parent, I wonder how I felt.

   I’m really starving. I want to eat. But, all I have is three meals a day.

   I workout, I exercise. But, getting bored than ever. I need companion to workout.

   Then, easier life for me.

   Not like now.

   Hungry.

   Less determined.

   con’t from prv post: the movie I watched “from paris to love”

   Indeed is action packed, and thrilling to watch. But what amazes me is the woman he loves, propose marriage with her father’s ring. The woman knew he would not ask. * I find myself similar to him. Mouth so tight as though having rows of golden teeth worrying people pry open my mouth. Low self esteem I say.*

2. Notes

Artist in the way I shaped myself, and other artists that shaped me in the environment I lived in.

That's me.
Age : 20
Birth : 08/02/90
Status : In a relationship with Low Wei Ting

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