Sometimes I wonder what’s reality and what’s just a dream. Dream happening now, or what’s real real? I hope what I dream is the reality instead of the opposite which I feared. Feared much where my courage ain’t of an existence. Higher your hopes, higher the disappointment and happens I’m the side where fear such disappointment. Cold night indeed, still suffering slight fever. But the gym activities in the afternoon with kakis does help out bringing my temperature down. I just have to endure such diet a few more months.